Prayer by ApexNRI Lyrics
[Verse 1]
You know friends that feel like family?
You're definitely one of ‘em
It feels like you’re my favorite aunt I came to whenever then
I always liked to visit though you barely could believe it
And still I come to visit though you cannot longer see it
I can't believe it, the last weeks have gone so quickly
And though that you're still with me I can’t deny that it hit me
That you'll be gone soon and I'll be stuck in my room
Knowing that it was coming but feeling lonesome and doomed
Wishing I could have come more often
Wishing that I could soften, the pain you're in from all the coughing
Wishing I could thank you for being there and your loving
Moments and memories of us all drinking and laughing
I'll miss that, I want you to know I'll never forget
You and everything we've been through, my parents too
And I know you know how much you mean to them
But I just don't know if you do to me, cause I never told you how I feel
I wanna tell you how I feel, how I feel about you
I wanna tell you you’re important, wanna tell you the truth
I wanna tell you what you mean to me, how you are always there for me
How I always like coming to visit when it‘s just us three
Now I can only see you stuck in hospice
I hope you can hear this song, before you leave us breathless
Want you to know that you’re an inspiration
How you deal with your problems
You're so strong in everything you’re facing
You feel like family I treat you that way
I love you like a second mother cause I see you that way
But shit, I need them both, I don't want you away
So please stay, wait a minute I will say another prayer
Maybe then you will feel better and you stay another day
Maybe then you will feel better and you stay another day
[Chorus]
I wanna tell you that I think about you every single day, to say a prayer
Don't stop believing cause you always find a way
I said I want to tell you that I think about you every day, to say a prayer
Don't stop believing cause you always find a way
[Verse 2]
I hate the way my momma told me maybe this could be the last time
I don’t wanna hear that, cause I don't want to say goodbye
Don't wanna think about your demise
I'm telling myself lies about an uprise
How you will somehow feel fine and recombine
Unfortunately it's only happening in my mind
I, I wanna tell you how I feel inside
I wanna tell you what I see, how I see you fight
I wanna write about you while I can, as you're still with us
I just don't want you to give up, no you are no quitter
I believe in you dear, I know you're struggling with fear
I know you struggle with pain, but they say no pain no gain
So I hope you hold on, long as you can cause you're too young
You can't leave us yet, don't let that happen you have just begun
Seeing my relatives struggling, I'm loving the way you cover it up
But I hate the way you're treated from above
Why do the most caring people get these diseases
It is the reason that I don't believe
But still I say another prayer cause this world is so unfair
And maybe He'll listen once then He will take you in his care
[Chorus]
I wanna tell you that I think about you every single day, to say a prayer
Don't stop believing cause you always find a way
I said I want to tell you that I think about you every day, to say a prayer
Don't stop believing cause you always find a way
[Verse 3]
I saw it in the look in your eyes, when I left you said goodbye
Not with words, but with a tear and a smile
I just got the message from my mom that it is over
I know for a fact that all I need is closure
Cause for you it is better, I hope you're happy forever
Up there, you will be the one I'll pray to whenever
I feel like I need to talk to somebody, I'll talk to you
Just like what I thought I could do when it was you
Only now you're somewhere else, somewhere far up in the clouds
Making me realise that life is nothing without
The people that you love, forget about its trivialities
Though I still think you're somewhere only in some place that I can't see
So look down upon the people you love, your family
From wherever you are, I hope you're free
[Outro]
Going through time in your mind, I hope you find
All the love and company in this world, not left behind
You deserve it, there's no person that's more worth it
I mean it, there's no person that's more perfect
I love you
You know friends that feel like family?
You're definitely one of ‘em
It feels like you’re my favorite aunt I came to whenever then
I always liked to visit though you barely could believe it
And still I come to visit though you cannot longer see it
I can't believe it, the last weeks have gone so quickly
And though that you're still with me I can’t deny that it hit me
That you'll be gone soon and I'll be stuck in my room
Knowing that it was coming but feeling lonesome and doomed
Wishing I could have come more often
Wishing that I could soften, the pain you're in from all the coughing
Wishing I could thank you for being there and your loving
Moments and memories of us all drinking and laughing
I'll miss that, I want you to know I'll never forget
You and everything we've been through, my parents too
And I know you know how much you mean to them
But I just don't know if you do to me, cause I never told you how I feel
I wanna tell you how I feel, how I feel about you
I wanna tell you you’re important, wanna tell you the truth
I wanna tell you what you mean to me, how you are always there for me
How I always like coming to visit when it‘s just us three
Now I can only see you stuck in hospice
I hope you can hear this song, before you leave us breathless
Want you to know that you’re an inspiration
How you deal with your problems
You're so strong in everything you’re facing
You feel like family I treat you that way
I love you like a second mother cause I see you that way
But shit, I need them both, I don't want you away
So please stay, wait a minute I will say another prayer
Maybe then you will feel better and you stay another day
Maybe then you will feel better and you stay another day
[Chorus]
I wanna tell you that I think about you every single day, to say a prayer
Don't stop believing cause you always find a way
I said I want to tell you that I think about you every day, to say a prayer
Don't stop believing cause you always find a way
[Verse 2]
I hate the way my momma told me maybe this could be the last time
I don’t wanna hear that, cause I don't want to say goodbye
Don't wanna think about your demise
I'm telling myself lies about an uprise
How you will somehow feel fine and recombine
Unfortunately it's only happening in my mind
I, I wanna tell you how I feel inside
I wanna tell you what I see, how I see you fight
I wanna write about you while I can, as you're still with us
I just don't want you to give up, no you are no quitter
I believe in you dear, I know you're struggling with fear
I know you struggle with pain, but they say no pain no gain
So I hope you hold on, long as you can cause you're too young
You can't leave us yet, don't let that happen you have just begun
Seeing my relatives struggling, I'm loving the way you cover it up
But I hate the way you're treated from above
Why do the most caring people get these diseases
It is the reason that I don't believe
But still I say another prayer cause this world is so unfair
And maybe He'll listen once then He will take you in his care
[Chorus]
I wanna tell you that I think about you every single day, to say a prayer
Don't stop believing cause you always find a way
I said I want to tell you that I think about you every day, to say a prayer
Don't stop believing cause you always find a way
[Verse 3]
I saw it in the look in your eyes, when I left you said goodbye
Not with words, but with a tear and a smile
I just got the message from my mom that it is over
I know for a fact that all I need is closure
Cause for you it is better, I hope you're happy forever
Up there, you will be the one I'll pray to whenever
I feel like I need to talk to somebody, I'll talk to you
Just like what I thought I could do when it was you
Only now you're somewhere else, somewhere far up in the clouds
Making me realise that life is nothing without
The people that you love, forget about its trivialities
Though I still think you're somewhere only in some place that I can't see
So look down upon the people you love, your family
From wherever you are, I hope you're free
[Outro]
Going through time in your mind, I hope you find
All the love and company in this world, not left behind
You deserve it, there's no person that's more worth it
I mean it, there's no person that's more perfect
I love you