Worse than ive ever been by Andy Sanborn Lyrics

I just need a saving grace
Too many tears on my face tonight
Please help me i’m losing faith
Help these drugs take me to space, alright
When i’m in your arms I feel safe
I'm arisen from the grave for you
Memories that I can’t erase
You put me right in my place
You bloomed

I don’t wanna be your friend
But i don’t wanna lose you again
I don’t wanna reminisce, about us
I don’t wanna beg for bliss, so fuck love

I don’t wanna be your friend
But i don’t wanna lose you again
I don’t wanna see the end of my life
I run the line
I love the spite
I see the light
I don't wanna be anything but dead
I’m torn apart, you broke my heart
Knew from the start i’m not the one
I’m worse than before
This time
I’m worse than I was (fuck love)

Can you make the pain go away
When I’m dancing in the rain?
Every day repeats the same
Every day is fucking day is plain
Now the pains worse than before
Can’t pick up your clothes up off my floor
I can’t take these daydreams of your love
Leaving me worse than I ever was

Than i’ve ever been
Mismatch in my head
Bleeding for my sins
Those i will repent
Never heaven sent
Lost and feel depressed
Got an empty bed
Worse than I've ever been