Myself to blame by Andy Sanborn Lyrics
[Andy Sanborn]
I only have myself to blame
For every day feeling the same
I feel useless whenever I wake
I wish the demons would stop saying your name
Making positivity to throw it all away
Building a tower of happiness to watch it break
Why do you care about me, I'm a head-case
Banging my head over on the bed frame
What the fuck is wrong with my brain?
Asking myself that until I cave
[Yung Van]
7 past 2 and I’m waiting for you
I'm starting to worry that you won't follow through
With all the promises we made in your bed
Don’t go back on everything that you have said
I fear that one day you won't love me when I'm growing older and you think I'm ugly
What's unconditional when there's no physical relationship I can base from
I don't want none of that fake love
I just want someone to take some
Time out their day and come spend it with me so I don't feel like I’m a waste cause’
Lately I'm finding it hard to be alone at night
[Andy Sanborn]
Drive myself insane until I crash
Breaking down my knees ’til I collapse
Please don't look at me while I cry in the back
Looking over memories that we have
[Yung Van]
Some things just never last
I wish I could just you bring you back
I'm strong till I relapse
I text you once, you never text me back
How would you feel if I collapsed
I only have myself to blame
For every day feeling the same
I feel useless whenever I wake
I wish the demons would stop saying your name
Making positivity to throw it all away
Building a tower of happiness to watch it break
Why do you care about me, I'm a head-case
Banging my head over on the bed frame
What the fuck is wrong with my brain?
Asking myself that until I cave
[Yung Van]
7 past 2 and I’m waiting for you
I'm starting to worry that you won't follow through
With all the promises we made in your bed
Don’t go back on everything that you have said
I fear that one day you won't love me when I'm growing older and you think I'm ugly
What's unconditional when there's no physical relationship I can base from
I don't want none of that fake love
I just want someone to take some
Time out their day and come spend it with me so I don't feel like I’m a waste cause’
Lately I'm finding it hard to be alone at night
[Andy Sanborn]
Drive myself insane until I crash
Breaking down my knees ’til I collapse
Please don't look at me while I cry in the back
Looking over memories that we have
[Yung Van]
Some things just never last
I wish I could just you bring you back
I'm strong till I relapse
I text you once, you never text me back
How would you feel if I collapsed