Just How Broken by Andradece Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Come as you are, there's no need to hide
I'm just a gothic
A loser
A stupid loner nobody like him
I keep it private
I try to hide it
I'm facing giants
Who tearing my skin until I fight 'em!
I am what I am, and that's arrogant person
If you offer to give me power I will probably abuse it
I been living without a filter like I love the pollution
Wish I could tell the truth but honestly I'm full of excuses
This should be fun, welcome to my life everyone
It's a story you're gonna love, sit here in the front
I'm obsessive and egotistical, I'm not who I was
I'm becoming the very thing I swore I'd never become
And let it be known I've always felt I wasn't enough
Praying to God but he wouldn't show up
Yo I'm doing this is for the kids who struggle within
'Cuz I doubt I'm the only one without a reason to live
[Chorus]
Yeah..
I'm just a child, I'm just a kid
I'm immature
Don't mess with him
No walls can hold me
The glass expose me
I'm by my lonely
Yeah
I'm just a child
I'm just a kid
How immature
I must have been
Kicked down and wounded
Look just how broken I am
[Verse 2]
Uncover my layers and see the real me
It's ugly as hell, not even i wanna meet me
I traded my purity for a moment of dopamine
I'm so open they sayin' I'm rated 'R' for nudity
Not every smile you see on my face is authentic
We all have secrets, mine are just appearing more frequent
I push my body till the day I tell my momma I made it
I'm going through phases
And few can spot the curse I created
Y'all was thinking I'm stupid chasing the vision I saw
Cussing me out, rejecting, and not even asking what's wrong
At first I was hurt, you phonies turned your back on your dog
But I knew I could overcome when I remembered I'm raw
I admit it, I've been a hypocrite
A kid free of innocence
I'm a fan of myself
But Im the worst of my critics
I'm pushing my limits no wonder I'm a threat when I fidget
I tear out my stitches
Ain't no way to reverse my condition
Let's go!
[Chorus]
Yeah..
I'm just a child, I'm just a kid
I'm immature
Don't mess with him
No walls can hold me
The glass expose me
I'm by my lonely
Yeah
I'm just a child
I'm just a kid
How immature
I must have been
Kicked down and wounded
Look just how broken I am
[Bridge]
My heart is desperately sick
My conditions severe
I try to knock it and l it does no effect
But I'm rapping now and I love it
God gave me the gift
And I'm here to ruin you rappers we cannot coexist
I let it slide for a while, but now I'm back on my feet
And suicide is the only option to get me to leave
Im meticulous with lyrics and instruments
And together I'm dangerous
So wake up
Life isn't painless
[Chorus]
Yeah..
I'm just a child, I'm just a kid
I'm immature
Don't mess with him
No walls can hold me
The glass expose me
I'm by my lonely
Yeah
I'm just a child
I'm just a kid
How immature
I must have been
Kicked down and wounded
Look just how broken I am
Come as you are, there's no need to hide
I'm just a gothic
A loser
A stupid loner nobody like him
I keep it private
I try to hide it
I'm facing giants
Who tearing my skin until I fight 'em!
I am what I am, and that's arrogant person
If you offer to give me power I will probably abuse it
I been living without a filter like I love the pollution
Wish I could tell the truth but honestly I'm full of excuses
This should be fun, welcome to my life everyone
It's a story you're gonna love, sit here in the front
I'm obsessive and egotistical, I'm not who I was
I'm becoming the very thing I swore I'd never become
And let it be known I've always felt I wasn't enough
Praying to God but he wouldn't show up
Yo I'm doing this is for the kids who struggle within
'Cuz I doubt I'm the only one without a reason to live
[Chorus]
Yeah..
I'm just a child, I'm just a kid
I'm immature
Don't mess with him
No walls can hold me
The glass expose me
I'm by my lonely
Yeah
I'm just a child
I'm just a kid
How immature
I must have been
Kicked down and wounded
Look just how broken I am
[Verse 2]
Uncover my layers and see the real me
It's ugly as hell, not even i wanna meet me
I traded my purity for a moment of dopamine
I'm so open they sayin' I'm rated 'R' for nudity
Not every smile you see on my face is authentic
We all have secrets, mine are just appearing more frequent
I push my body till the day I tell my momma I made it
I'm going through phases
And few can spot the curse I created
Y'all was thinking I'm stupid chasing the vision I saw
Cussing me out, rejecting, and not even asking what's wrong
At first I was hurt, you phonies turned your back on your dog
But I knew I could overcome when I remembered I'm raw
I admit it, I've been a hypocrite
A kid free of innocence
I'm a fan of myself
But Im the worst of my critics
I'm pushing my limits no wonder I'm a threat when I fidget
I tear out my stitches
Ain't no way to reverse my condition
Let's go!
[Chorus]
Yeah..
I'm just a child, I'm just a kid
I'm immature
Don't mess with him
No walls can hold me
The glass expose me
I'm by my lonely
Yeah
I'm just a child
I'm just a kid
How immature
I must have been
Kicked down and wounded
Look just how broken I am
[Bridge]
My heart is desperately sick
My conditions severe
I try to knock it and l it does no effect
But I'm rapping now and I love it
God gave me the gift
And I'm here to ruin you rappers we cannot coexist
I let it slide for a while, but now I'm back on my feet
And suicide is the only option to get me to leave
Im meticulous with lyrics and instruments
And together I'm dangerous
So wake up
Life isn't painless
[Chorus]
Yeah..
I'm just a child, I'm just a kid
I'm immature
Don't mess with him
No walls can hold me
The glass expose me
I'm by my lonely
Yeah
I'm just a child
I'm just a kid
How immature
I must have been
Kicked down and wounded
Look just how broken I am