Two Years by Amongst Heroes Lyrics

I'm so far away from the man I'm supposed to be
I need a cure to rescue me from this selfish life I lead

Looking back on all the little things that brought us here
I can't believe just how lost we have become
How did I let myself take the things I feel and bury them in the ground?
Now I measure my pulse by the times it fails

Send me a medic, I'm slipping away
And am I the one to blame?
And do I need to change the way I've always been to keep you around me?

Memories sink in, while I'm stuck here asking;
Have we come together just to fall apart?
Well it seems that I, I've never been the one to stop thinking and just feel

I'm so far away from the man I'm supposed to be
I need a cure to rescue me from this selfish life I lead

It would be easier to give up and let go
Than to stand here and tell you the truth
I know I closed down and shut you out
But I'm here now, and I'm hoping that it counts
The truth is that I've never felt worthy of you
But now I can finally see
That by your side is right where I should be

Two years, Two years I've had something to say
I won't rest 'til I find a way
For you to feel my love

Tell me you see that I'm fighting for you
And what I know I need
Right where I should be
I won't live with this regret
I'll take your hand and leave
For once I'm proud to say
I walked away