Rest Easy by Alomar Lyrics

I've been writing songs all night but my brain is still sour
But now it's dawn, and now I have to get up in an hour
My teachers always told me I could be anything that I wanted
But I'm still stuck in this town
I guess they taught me lies pretty often
I've been laughing at myself for all the stupid things that I have done
And now my bottle of whisky is gone and all I can do is write more songs

I was just a lonely soul looking for a purpose
But now I'm dead and now it seems that I'm still nervous
I was just an angry boy searching for his smile
But life's a horror movie, his smiles been missing for a while

Am I the only one who's fucking tired of hearing songs about romance?
It's just so easy of a topic
There are more important things to write about
Well baby, I'm a hypocrite cause I've been writing songs about you
Because you tore my heart apart and poured all the blood out

I was just a lonely soul looking for a purpose
But now I'm dead and now it seems that I'm still nervous
I was just an angry boy searching for his smile
But life's a horror movie, his smiles been missing for a while