LOST PT. 2 by Alexander Helton Lyrics
(Verse 1)
Like ah man I miss you i'm sixteen like what the hell?
Where you been?
My life's going fast since you bailed
I quit the field
And i had to stop the actin
Started sayin how i felt and turned it to my passion
I was a month old dammit
Yeah we still talk but that don't take away the damage
Wake up in the mornin wonderin how you been dad
Almost turnin forty realized it made me real sad
Cuz we ain't ever been that close
Mom and you was fighting so we had to go ghost
And them cop lights flashin through the windows at night
Tryna put it all together i was six it ain't right
Like man dammit
How im posed to focus in school
Bein up the night before tryna found out my tools
Tryna find out the rules of this life but man face it
The more i think about it is the more my hearts breakin
(Verse 2)
And maybe it's my bad
Maybe it's my fault you never text me
You've been feelin empty
So the vodka gets you tipsy
I've been feelin lost tryna figure things out
I put my faith in the lord
Why you actin all in doubt for me?
Deep down im hurtin and you know it
Deep down i know your pain but i keep chokin
Mind stay thumpin through the general days
Thoughts floodin up my brain
In the physical ways
I can't stop it
And you could never really see the damage
Livin with myself
Heartbroken ain't a bandage
That could heal the wounds
A dark room as the evil glooms
Please listen to this song that i wrote for you
Like ah man I miss you i'm sixteen like what the hell?
Where you been?
My life's going fast since you bailed
I quit the field
And i had to stop the actin
Started sayin how i felt and turned it to my passion
I was a month old dammit
Yeah we still talk but that don't take away the damage
Wake up in the mornin wonderin how you been dad
Almost turnin forty realized it made me real sad
Cuz we ain't ever been that close
Mom and you was fighting so we had to go ghost
And them cop lights flashin through the windows at night
Tryna put it all together i was six it ain't right
Like man dammit
How im posed to focus in school
Bein up the night before tryna found out my tools
Tryna find out the rules of this life but man face it
The more i think about it is the more my hearts breakin
(Verse 2)
And maybe it's my bad
Maybe it's my fault you never text me
You've been feelin empty
So the vodka gets you tipsy
I've been feelin lost tryna figure things out
I put my faith in the lord
Why you actin all in doubt for me?
Deep down im hurtin and you know it
Deep down i know your pain but i keep chokin
Mind stay thumpin through the general days
Thoughts floodin up my brain
In the physical ways
I can't stop it
And you could never really see the damage
Livin with myself
Heartbroken ain't a bandage
That could heal the wounds
A dark room as the evil glooms
Please listen to this song that i wrote for you