Relapse by Alex Sawyer Lyrics
[Intro: Tasie Lawrence]
Life is shaking
And I'm breaking down
[Chorus: Alex Sawyer]
I make it run I'm making music
And it fill me up
I make it run I'm making music
Wanna put me down
I'm gonna run I'm making music
And it fill me up
[Verse 1: Alex Sawyer]
Picture this scene if you will for me
Small town on a broken beach
Just dust on yellow grass
Light beats down it'll burn your ass
And it's your master
Feeling like a cast away
On the deck but you ain't got a card to play
For life sitting in the burning sun
Gets to your mind if you don't gets going
But I want off that train
My head's on up again
This ain't my life
I can't stay here
I got too much to gain
[Verse 2: Alex Sawyer]
My mind is up the wall
But I'm not afraid at all
Cos when you're diving off rock bottom
Where's there left to fall?
I sweat, I'm tense, I can't contain this
Feeling that I'll wretch and then I'll
Make my breaking pain a hopeless
Cycle, But I'll not give up
So I'mma take my ticket
I'm heading out that door
I'll see you in the city
Just blink and I'll be gone
[Pre-Chorus 1: Tasie Lawrence]
Wondering, waiting
Leave me, anger me
Take me back from the world you twisted
Why have you done this to me?
Set me free, let me be
Life is shaking and I'm breaking down
I'm breaking down
I'm breaking down
[Verse 3: Alex & Tasie]
I'm running through the fields hoping someone will save me
(Save me, save me)
I'm trying to get a deal with the devil I know
(With the devil)
I'm running through the fields hoping someone will find me
(Can you find me?)
Buying into the elite, but I'm selling my soul
(My soul, my soul)
[Verse 4 : Alex Sawyer]
You thought this life would be so good to you
It should for you
Provide a nightly feast of wine and food for you
It's rude to you
But walking with the sirens is a method for madness
And now the dreams that you survived for fill this nightmare with sadness
And now you see the world I know
Nothing but pain to undergo
And now you feel them watching you
Gotta keep moving
Gotta be slow
The narcissists are now the people on top
And the people underneath are just too busy to stop
[Bridge: Alex & Tasie]
You try you fall
You crave the earth and soil
You try you fall
You crave the earth and soil
You try you fall
You crave the earth and soil
You try you fall
You crave the earth and soil
You try you fall
You crave the earth and soil
You try you fall
You crave the earth and soil
You try you fall
You crave the earth and soil
You try you fall
You crave the earth and soil
[Pre-Chorus 2: Tasie Lawrence]
Wondering, waiting
Trust is fading
Take me back from the world you twisted
Why have you done this to me?
Free at last, free at last
Let me soak in the sunlight
You should have found me, couldn't find me
Wish you would find me
[Chorus: Alex & Tasie]
I make it run I'm making music
And it fill me up
I make it run I'm making music
Wanna put me down
I'm gonna run I'm making music
Wanna fill me up
I'm gonna run I'm making music
Wanna fill me up
I make it run I'm making music
Wanna put me down
I make it run I'm making music
Trying to put me up
Life is shaking
And I'm breaking down
[Chorus: Alex Sawyer]
I make it run I'm making music
And it fill me up
I make it run I'm making music
Wanna put me down
I'm gonna run I'm making music
And it fill me up
[Verse 1: Alex Sawyer]
Picture this scene if you will for me
Small town on a broken beach
Just dust on yellow grass
Light beats down it'll burn your ass
And it's your master
Feeling like a cast away
On the deck but you ain't got a card to play
For life sitting in the burning sun
Gets to your mind if you don't gets going
But I want off that train
My head's on up again
This ain't my life
I can't stay here
I got too much to gain
[Verse 2: Alex Sawyer]
My mind is up the wall
But I'm not afraid at all
Cos when you're diving off rock bottom
Where's there left to fall?
I sweat, I'm tense, I can't contain this
Feeling that I'll wretch and then I'll
Make my breaking pain a hopeless
Cycle, But I'll not give up
So I'mma take my ticket
I'm heading out that door
I'll see you in the city
Just blink and I'll be gone
[Pre-Chorus 1: Tasie Lawrence]
Wondering, waiting
Leave me, anger me
Take me back from the world you twisted
Why have you done this to me?
Set me free, let me be
Life is shaking and I'm breaking down
I'm breaking down
I'm breaking down
[Verse 3: Alex & Tasie]
I'm running through the fields hoping someone will save me
(Save me, save me)
I'm trying to get a deal with the devil I know
(With the devil)
I'm running through the fields hoping someone will find me
(Can you find me?)
Buying into the elite, but I'm selling my soul
(My soul, my soul)
[Verse 4 : Alex Sawyer]
You thought this life would be so good to you
It should for you
Provide a nightly feast of wine and food for you
It's rude to you
But walking with the sirens is a method for madness
And now the dreams that you survived for fill this nightmare with sadness
And now you see the world I know
Nothing but pain to undergo
And now you feel them watching you
Gotta keep moving
Gotta be slow
The narcissists are now the people on top
And the people underneath are just too busy to stop
[Bridge: Alex & Tasie]
You try you fall
You crave the earth and soil
You try you fall
You crave the earth and soil
You try you fall
You crave the earth and soil
You try you fall
You crave the earth and soil
You try you fall
You crave the earth and soil
You try you fall
You crave the earth and soil
You try you fall
You crave the earth and soil
You try you fall
You crave the earth and soil
[Pre-Chorus 2: Tasie Lawrence]
Wondering, waiting
Trust is fading
Take me back from the world you twisted
Why have you done this to me?
Free at last, free at last
Let me soak in the sunlight
You should have found me, couldn't find me
Wish you would find me
[Chorus: Alex & Tasie]
I make it run I'm making music
And it fill me up
I make it run I'm making music
Wanna put me down
I'm gonna run I'm making music
Wanna fill me up
I'm gonna run I'm making music
Wanna fill me up
I make it run I'm making music
Wanna put me down
I make it run I'm making music
Trying to put me up