Abaddon by Advocates Lyrics

Monster!
The apparition from my fucking nightmares
Enveloped in the anguish, Immersed in the dirge
Lament my soul as despair takes hold

Tip toe through the corners of my mind
Try to find some comfort in the divine
Absent and jaded these pills have me faded
My consciousness is masked by delusion

Listen, I know you're weak
You cower every time I bare my fucking teeth
Internalize contempt as I haunt what’s left
Cornered like a fucking rat in a cage

Erase the pain with violence
Succumb to the urge for hate
Make peace with the fact that I can't fight back
I've hit rock bottom again

This pseudo existence will fucking swallow me whole
And I've been waiting my whole life
For the pain to subside with the rain
Malicious intent has consumed me again
I don’t want to give in but I’m afraid I might snap

I’m a product of carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders
Uncharacteristic, sadistic, point of no return
I hope to god it hurts

Haunt what’s left of me while I watch you burn