Confused by AdLo Lyrics

Congratulations
You lost me
Hide your sadness cause no one cares

Do you look at yourself when you walk in the room?
Braindead I can tell, from everything you consume
Go and change your ways for approval from them
Lose yourself in your lies cause you lost all your friends

World doesn't make sense to me anymore
I just wish that you were here
I'm left beside myself
In my own hell

You were the first in ways that you can't even fathom
Make everyone from my past not even fucking matter
She tried so hard to make everyone happy
But she didn't stop and think about herself

Only if they knew
Only if they knew
Don't get in confused
Real love stays
There's nowhere else it can go
And when I go I'll leave roses
It's the least I can do
Cause I know that your heart always aches it through
And if I die in the end I'll never blame it on you

Never blame it on you
Don't get it confused
There's nothing else I can do