Toxic Pride And Tequila by Aaronya Lyrics
[Chorus]
All this fish up in the sea I can never choose
Look in my eyes and see the lies you can never prove
You start to see a part of me that you never knew
I got pride on my side
[Verse 1]
I will not lose
Don’t believe in compromise
I will choose
Bout to head out with the guys
I’m making moves
Got no time for all your cries
I’m in my groove
You confused and asking why
That’s on you
Give you war
Give you peace
Give you love
Give you pain
Give you sun
Give you rain
Keep you dumb
Give you brain
Give you sex
Give you shame
Give you drugs
Give you blame
Give you fame
It’s all one in the same
It’s all on you
[Chorus 2x]
All this fish up in the sea I can never choose
Look in my eyes and see the lies you can never prove
You start to see a part of me that you never knew
I got pride on my side I could never lose
[Verse 2]
When you tell me you love me just know that I don’t believe it
How could you ever love someone so cold when you anemic
You say I lost my soul and the reason I don’t see it
Cause my anger and my jealousy got me thinking you the reason
You the reason why all them emotions were never felt
You the reason that when I cry I keep it to my myself
You the reason that when I go trauma
From the death of a family or friend that I keep it to myself
And I shouldn’t even blame you
I should really blame myself
But I can’t apologize
Cause I can’t forgive myself
I bout a bottle of Henny thinking if I drank it all
That the ice that was growing on my heart will start to melt
But the ice remained and the pain maintained
Then a voice in my brain told me I should off myself
So I thought of you thinking that would maybe change
My perspective on life and that didn’t even help
And that’s when I knew I was dead inside
You can tell me that you love me but there’s nothing you can do now
I only feel alive when chilling with my crew now
I only feel alive when I crack another brew now
I only feel alive when I’m at the strip club and I’m feeling on her thighs
And she tell me that she knew
Then she whisper in my ear asking for another drink
I call the bartender over and order 1942
It’s that toxic Pride and tequila
How did I become this
Sorry mammcita I know that you didn’t want this
And I didn’t want it either
If I had a heart I would break at the site to see you eat away like ether
You thought that I was God sent
But I never been that
You thought I was a husband
But I know that’s big cap
And now I feel guilty cause I should’ve told you way back
I’m no good for you
I think that you should stay back
All this fish up in the sea I can never choose
Look in my eyes and see the lies you can never prove
You start to see a part of me that you never knew
I got pride on my side
[Verse 1]
I will not lose
Don’t believe in compromise
I will choose
Bout to head out with the guys
I’m making moves
Got no time for all your cries
I’m in my groove
You confused and asking why
That’s on you
Give you war
Give you peace
Give you love
Give you pain
Give you sun
Give you rain
Keep you dumb
Give you brain
Give you sex
Give you shame
Give you drugs
Give you blame
Give you fame
It’s all one in the same
It’s all on you
[Chorus 2x]
All this fish up in the sea I can never choose
Look in my eyes and see the lies you can never prove
You start to see a part of me that you never knew
I got pride on my side I could never lose
[Verse 2]
When you tell me you love me just know that I don’t believe it
How could you ever love someone so cold when you anemic
You say I lost my soul and the reason I don’t see it
Cause my anger and my jealousy got me thinking you the reason
You the reason why all them emotions were never felt
You the reason that when I cry I keep it to my myself
You the reason that when I go trauma
From the death of a family or friend that I keep it to myself
And I shouldn’t even blame you
I should really blame myself
But I can’t apologize
Cause I can’t forgive myself
I bout a bottle of Henny thinking if I drank it all
That the ice that was growing on my heart will start to melt
But the ice remained and the pain maintained
Then a voice in my brain told me I should off myself
So I thought of you thinking that would maybe change
My perspective on life and that didn’t even help
And that’s when I knew I was dead inside
You can tell me that you love me but there’s nothing you can do now
I only feel alive when chilling with my crew now
I only feel alive when I crack another brew now
I only feel alive when I’m at the strip club and I’m feeling on her thighs
And she tell me that she knew
Then she whisper in my ear asking for another drink
I call the bartender over and order 1942
It’s that toxic Pride and tequila
How did I become this
Sorry mammcita I know that you didn’t want this
And I didn’t want it either
If I had a heart I would break at the site to see you eat away like ether
You thought that I was God sent
But I never been that
You thought I was a husband
But I know that’s big cap
And now I feel guilty cause I should’ve told you way back
I’m no good for you
I think that you should stay back