Grand Intro by ALXCC Lyrics

[Intro]
Yeah

[Verse -ALXCC]
I have had to fight my inner demons, all the shit hidden beneath
Those only closest to me
Understand the shit I’ve had to see
Every moment I look at it, its like a scene
I was sick, making me feel all green
I had no idea how to handle anything
I just wanted things to stop
So I can be normal and happy
Actually, I can’t remember the last time I was that
If I look back, maybe a small period of time, 2017
That was the best year for me
But then after all the shit I had dealt with over the years
It all decided to hit
To be honest, I wanted to quit
I couldn’t escape shit
Anxiety attack one after the other
Depression came back even harder
Things got even harder
When the one I held close decided to part out
I think that’s the first time I’ve felt I needed to start over
(But How?)
At the time I was so lost and exhausted
But I started to plan out, what I was to do next
Cause I’m better at planning than I am at improvising
So I started visualizing
Set myself goals to get on that
Granted it took some time to get on track
But once I gotten my focus back
I got on it and I fucking ran
I could for the first time connect to the path
Was it destiny?
For this gesture, it was grand