As All Eyes Squint in Perplexed Mendacity by A Thousand Times No Lyrics

Moving beyond the darkest of days
Daily growing never changing my ways
Something exists preying on my insides
Sometimes it defeats me no matter how hard I try

Solid bonds turn aqueous
I become evasive
Steady grounds erode
And I can't find a trace of...
Stability!
Grasping for alternatives
When it looks as though my options are spent...
Security!
Living day to day 2 months away seems so unreal
Consistency!

Quiet and cold as the days fly by
I wince as I wonder how long until I die
Life seems like the cruelest of jokes
I get through it
No booze, no smoke, no dope
I've found peace
In times of conflict
I've learned a million times
To trust my instincts
Confusion and rage
I'd never hurt a fly
Fist encrusted with glass
Ignore the pain or cry