Guiding Light by A Life Forsaken Lyrics

In the deepest of self
Through the plains of non-existence
I’ve been searching for purpose, searching for a reason

For so long I’ve been lost in my head
Can’t make the difference between right and wrong
All of those I’ve once considered as friends
Have vanished years ago

Why am I left here wondering?
Standing alone in the coldest of nights
Clueless, uncertain
Looking for a guiding light

Flashback to when everything was clear
The joy, the feel of having you all near
All of that has disappeared and there ain't nothing I can do about it
Now that the lights are off, I have no choice but to live with it

In the deepest of self
Losing every bit of conscience
Always searching for purpose, looking for a reason