COSMONAUT by $WAGGOT Lyrics

I don't see you around much these days
Guess you can't stay very long in one place
Government's calling to take you away
As you're burning through provenances burning through fates

Watching you burn yourself up and away
To the ugliest reaches of simulated outer space
And your face is fading faster but this isn't a race
At this rate i'll be the very last thing you take

Cosmonaut
Showing me all the cosmos, huh?
You've got all of the answers, huh?
So i'll let you take care of me, yeah?

You say you wanna marry me, huh?
You know how to turn the gravity off
'till i don't know how i'm gonna carry on
Sleeping alone

Hush hush
When you shush me i turn bright
A plush brush with a lush
Fist or tongue fight
Crush crush
Fake lust at a stop light
Hush hush
You need a light for your crack pipe?

Obsessively counting the miserable days
The number it's been since i last saw your face
Whether or not it all even remains
All i want is to hold you and say it's okay

But you are immersed in an impossible place
I can observe, i could never relate
But i wait for your calls from a place with no walls
I was delusional to think our house of cards wouldn't fall

You are my cosmonaut
Now i second-guess all my own thoughts
Secrets of the cosmos abound
They don't interest me at all

You could start the apocalypse now
And let all hellfire rain down
And as our bodies hit the ground
You would stand tall

Wow
You blast off i come down
You got loud
I got quiet and i frown
Wonder how
You're in hell but you penetrate the
Clouds
Soon i'll be above
My feet still on the ground